In a recent interview with Extra, the singer reflected on what it was like to take to the stage with the Backstreet Boys shortly after his younger brother passed away at the age of 34. Aaron was found dead on 5 November at his California home, and just a day later, Nick played with the Backstreet Boys at a scheduled gig in London. "It was very emotional for me, having my guys with me. That night, it was tough to get up on stage.”